Me watching my imaginary relationship go through a messy breakup🥲

I’d probably feel relief. Any crush I would have would deserve better than my worthless husk and if she gets into a relationship, then that means there’s nothing I can do anymore about it and it’s out of my hands.

At that time jealous is on peak… And trying all possible things to seperate “someone” from her

The regret hits harder than anything else in that moment

The worst part is acting like you’re totally fine while internally writing a whole villain arc.

For your own sake, try to let it go. You see, it would have been obvious and different if she wasnt your crush but if it was mutual interest, but it wasnt a viable relationship from the start because shes not interested. Another chance with a different person will present itself and to not repeat the mistake you would need to choose between missing your shot and fighing for your own happiness. The sooner i realised that the more confident i became because crushes are no more than a stranger until, again, mutual interest

I didn’t give you permission to post a photo of me. Please delete this immediately, it’s too loud.

I would send you a get better soon card. Because you need to get better.


I’ve already planned our wedding and the messy divorce in my head. This new guy is just a plot hole.

it’s been a hot minute since I’ve experienced this, but my sympathies friend. The pain is very real.