Due to the holidays, I only tutored for about two weeks, so my income took a hit. Glad I had the foresight to save up for this downtime.
Right now, I’m living in a mode where money is strictly for covering the bare minimum. My goal is to land a job as an ML/AI engineer by the end of this semester.
However, I feel a massive barrier ahead. It’s not something I can just grind through; it demands a radical shift in personality. My main internal challenge is finding a new balance between the Apollonian and the Dionysian. I’m trying to stop suppressing my inner chaos to finally give birth to a dancing star.
P.S. Tried to keep the colors colorblind-friendly
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by Longjumping-Major988
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I know that life goes on even in times of war, but the extreme normalcy of this in contrast to the epic daily struggle for survival that is portrayed in the foreign media is jarring.